MOVED

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 don’t get left behind. enjoy the ride!

Today, my Life Begins

 Sun shining, a day after my nineteenth year     

     My life wont start when I graduate college, not when  I become an R.N., not even  when something good will happen.

     I was born 19 years ago, and for 19 years I was asking that was already given. I was too blind to see, too numb to feel and too imbecile to figure. I was seeking for happiness but as I experience failures, I would always ask for  a new beginning. My yearn led me nowhere. Every step I took, there were always rough lanes to go through. As strong wind went against me, the next move I took was another start. But then, as I turned back, I saw nothing. The walks I made did not really mean a thing. I have come to a conclusion that happiness indeed is a journey and not a destination.

     Henceforth, I’ll step once again for a new beginning and shall cherish the wind and the rocks as part of my trek. After the wind irritates my eyes, then I shall see the half light. After rocks wound my feet, then I’ll feel what it is to be real. I can dive into the highest mountain and climb the deepest sea. I can now do things which used to just one of my fantasies.

     Thus, today my life begins…

Names to Build

 >Rule: List all the names you were called by and the people who call you that. Tag at least 20 members of your contacts and give a comment on their site for them to know they’ve been tagged. 

So i break the rule. 

Yuli – my username  use in fs. Modifying Julie and it becomes yuli. Honestly, one of the reasons why I’m sticking with that name for quite sometime now is that, I don’t want someone to find me because if he does, ah! Headache once again! So, better move away from complications. 

Advocator – this is the username I use in moderating this certain volleyball forum site. Some say it’s corny, but whatever! It’s Advocator, because I’m an advocate of Philippine volleyball. For the record, I’m an enthusiast of the sport as a whole. So whatever it is, if it promotes Philippine volleyball., count me in! For the feedbacks from forum members, they say that I’m mabait (hehe thank you sa pag appreciate!) and this is what surprised me, I’m strict daw but the in the right position. I don’t wanna be called strict (like my father), so I tried to implement my strategic plans

Levi - Dare to wear your name! Wear Levi’s! no, no! this name is not from a clothing line, it is actually derived from one of the books in the bible, Leviticus. Thus, it is pronounced as levi’s, the clothing line and not as Levi like Levi Celerio, a Filipino artist who can produce music using a leaf. I only use Advocator when I have to do the moderating functions. Well, most of the time, I post entries to assert my views and opinions toward what is happening. Sometimes, I find it funny when I encounter someone talking about advocator not knowing that we are one. Hmm, let’s just keep it a secret. It’s a secret that a lot of people know. LOL

Tol - This word is not a pronoun. ^^ .Among my good friends from volleyball, only two people were left to call me this name, my dear Camille and music lover Dave. We are brothers and sisters, that’s the rationale if its not obvious enough. Actually we are technically 7 in the group and there was a time that the issue of someone liking the other one was brought up, this is our infamous line “di pwede tol, magkakapatid tayo eh”. Although we don’t often talk much these days, I’m happy our friendship remains

Pacu - Yes, pacu and Levi are one.  Back in High school, I was baptized with this name. Almost all of the people that I know call me by this name, funny even my parents! So call me Pacu!

Julie Ann - This is my real name, it is sometimes annoying when my friends would ask me, what’s my real name. Can you imagine that? Tsk3 Julie, from the month July. My month is October not July, well my sister is. They say that we look alike when we were young so I was named Julie, but now we look so opposite. When my mum would scold me, Julie Ann should be pronounced fastly, faster that a speeding bullet! And you now what that means? TROUBLE!

An an - Every Filipino knows how we are in south. The nicks are always repeatedly uttered. Like jec-jec,  ging-ging,  che-che, etc. Only my family call me this name, some would try to tease me by linking the name into a skin problem. Actually, it never affects me.

Anot - My theory is that it is derived from Ann. My aunts and few of my cousins are the only one who calls me by this name. I really don’t know why. All I know is that it sounds nasty.

Ishy - As I remember carefully, the only one who calls me ishy is my friend otep. Ishy + photography = ishytography. It’s the name that I used when I’m exposing my works (photos and videos) to the public.

My entry is pretty long, now I feel so shhhhh zzzz.. zz. Zz.z.

My First Wide Screen Appearance

for more videos visit: www.youtube.com/directorsguildspc

     This is one of clips we created for San Pedro College’s Intrams. Here is our  version of wow mali wherein in people would either love or hate us. It takes a lot of wit to do this, but the fun that we had was good enough.

My Director’s Guild Family

     We, the members of the San Pedro College Director’s Guild, imploring the aid of the divine providence in the spirit of St. Dominic de Guzman, promote students development and worthwhile corricular activities, in terms of hostilic intelligence, emotions, kinesthetics and performing arts through photography, video production, small and large group directing and scriptwriting, in local, national and global tertiary undertaking, innovative in the pursuit of total emergence of the humanities pedagogical aspects - the head, the heart and mind.

 people with same interest, feels so good to be with them.  Let’s keep it up, DGs!

what i’m going through

     Have you ever feel like you’re in a great urge to do something but everything would go against it? Although it’s exhausting, at the end of the day, the bliss that I feel is worth fighting!

     Last August, I was excused to go to Davao Convention Center earlier than most of the students in our school since it was our Acquaintance party. I am supposedly excused in our Political Science, I know the fact that our professor will give us quiz. Few weeks ago, I found out that my technically, I was not excused with our quiz, since I got the score of 0 instead of a mark “E” which would mean that the total score of quizzes should be divided to the actual quizes that I had. Well, it is one of the reason why my grade in Pol Sci is so so bad. I am allowed to take a special quiz, well it’s my prerogative. Having zero for my quiz is totally unfair. For more than a week, my classmate and i were like puppies begging for food from our master . Now every night when i go home, my family would always ask hows my quiz, to quote my father “there’s no room for low grades in our house”.

     My friends are too vocal towards my  lack-of-quality-time with them, of course they would say it through jokes but then you know they seriously mean it. Honestly, I can’t remember the last time I hang out with them. I’m not updated with whats going on with their lives and mostly, during discussions i can’t relate with what they are talking about. Good enough, I still have some people who can relate and talk with. “Miss”, that word would be the most painful word for now. When I hear that, I feel like my conscience is eating me alive. I promised to them, that I’ll catch up, slowly I think I am. For those people who come and go, I have to distiguish of whom I want to let in into my heart. I never wanna loose them. I had lived my life without them and I can live my life without them, but it won’t be as magical as it.

     Have you ever feel like you belong? a place where you have this people that can finally relate with your interest.  When you talk about this certain topic, then I don’t speak greek anymore? that’s how I feel when I joined this school org.I am happy to be with them and work with them. They give  me this feeling of being not alone,I think those words of explaination are more than enough. 

     So, do I really have to choose? Can’t i be like Hannah Monatana who gets the best of both worlds? How can I balance?

:(

GENESIS

     For the Nth time, I give birth to a blog. I’ve been around the cyberworld for quite sometime now, looking for a dominion to vent or just to chill. The first time I saw an i.ph page, I knew that I finally found it. The template, the color and the control to costumize are near to perfection, just the way I want it to be.

     So why do I blog?

     Writing is a journey where one can learn new things and meet new people. Hmm… Maybe i’ll meet my self along the way. 

     Let my foot step forward!